D-Day...

Disappoint Day! Dear, I'm sori but I gotta say tat y'day is the day wen I'm most disappointed in U. I noe I may be unreasonable in some ways...but I guess there are parts of it which were caused by U. I neber expect U to make bfast for me evryday Dear ...I neber mind it at all if U din prepare any for me. I'm juz happy tat U came by to send me off to work in the morning. So pls dun fret abt tat okie. And I din purposely wear wat I was wearing juz so tat I can go out for lunch like tat ...I din expect tat I would be goin out for lunch. And I dun realli enjoy guys ogling at me tat much....a glance is fine ...but wen guys stare too much ..I dun like it...so pls dun make it sound like as if I'm enjoying it. I was quite pissed wen the guys at Ubi Automobile Centre were staring at me as if I'm a piece of walking chunky meat! Wen U commented tat it's coz I aint at Orchard...U noe how I took it rite?

Am I realli uncomparable even to the most average-looking gal? Maybe it's a fact tat I shld try to accept. I'm sori if U tink I'm unable to accept truths. Truth hurts at times. But wat the heck...I juz gotta learn to accept facts & truths...~

Dear, I noe U like gals wearing G-strings...and Sidah was wearing it juz nw....so is tat why she's getting the extra attention from U? U noe how I felt being left out & ignored by U? It's like as if my existence wasn't acknowledged at all...as if I'm invisible. U can do it behind my back ...but did U choose to do it in front of me?? U talked to all....but me. I noe U're confused whether to come close to me anot ...but tat doesnt mean tat U can juz ignore me totally. U noe how lonely I felt coz I was trying to avoid evryone? U noe wat I like??....I like my loved one to give me tat special treatment...putting me in priority...for eg. if Jaime, Sidah & me were to ask U for some chocolates wen U were holding it juz nw...who would U have given 1st?....U gave them 1st ...and put me to the last one ~ U noe how much I envy Mageret??...Loong alwaz put her in priority...and alwaz make sure she's fine...alwaz checking out on her...making sure no one even talk bad of her...if somebody were to bully her, he would put his right foot in & stop it. It's like she's precious...no one can touch her except him...no one can bully her except him... he's not like Henry who would put Kim down in front of all of us. He made sure no one speak ill of Mageret in front of anybody. I guess it's too much to ask for ...but I still like U the way U are ....~

Sori Dear if I'm too much...~