Decisions...decisions...

Dear woke me up early today as usual...he's like my alarm clock...hehehe...but I couldnt wake up tis morn & he called me 3 times on my hp...I din answer! GeeZ ...am I deaf or wat? Anyway, Dear was smart enuf to get me on my home fone. He did say tat he would come & fetch me. By 7.40am...I started to panic wen he din msg me tat he has reached...I'll be disappointed if he din fetch me juz nw....but wen I went down, he was there waiting for me. And that relieved me ~ Altho I did tell him tat I dun wish to see him almost evryday in the morn, but I did have tis l'il hope in me. Makes U wonder why women are so fickle-minded rite? Hahaha ..~

My Dear wasnt so happy wit me tis afternoon. He said I'm too soft & dunno how to reject pple. Knowing that my Engineers wil tease me & make me frustrated ...I still went on out for lunch wit them. And w/o fail, they teased me again & I got so frustrated. Dear said smting which made me so sad for the 1st time....wen asked if I shld have gone wit them....he said it's all up to me. I interpreted tat as "Do wateva U wanna do...I cant be bothered anymore!". GeeZ...~ But he made it up by being sweet to me & explaining to me why he was not so happy. Met up wit Dear after work...he brought me over to his ofis...his workstation is so much tidier than mine can! Wah liew....I so paiseh! Mine is piled up wit submissions & other stuffs!

Dear....smting is wrong today? U juz aint sweet as U used to be. Or mabe I'm juz too sensitive? Original called me up & we started to quarrel again. Sux man! And nw he's juz posed a question to me....whether I wanna continue wit the r/ship anot? I've been given till tomolo to answer him.

I'm sori Dear....I aint in the mood to blog now & I juz cant call U nw coz I'm juz so confused *again*. Will blog one power² one for U tomolo okie. I love U Dear....much more!